happy

Fadilah will be on Hiatus yeah(=
Need to set my priorities right
You should too :D
I hope when I am back I will bring back great news yeah :D
till next time
you know you love me {:
xoxo
fadilah
^^V


"The greatest glory is not in falling but in rising in rising each time we fall"

- confucius

Our Deepest Fear

By Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.

We’re all meant to shine as children do.

It’s not just in some of us but in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates other.

Thanks aqilah for the quotes :D

Yay Yay Yay Yay Yay, FRIDAY BABY FRIDAYYYY :D
This week is kinda fast, closer and closer to my exams D:
Monday is dread,Tuesday is a chore, Wednesday is a bore, Thursday is nuisance , Friday is closer but Saturday and Sunday is the best :D (heard it somewhere in the radio)
I think I kinda hate school but got some parts I look forward to uh in school (=
Test results are not so bad, more stable than last term(=
But as usual maths and fadilah just don't go together o.o

Match today against FIRST Toa Payoh. Yes yes its first :D Their school is super nice and huge! Our school is nothing compared to theirs. Their field is beautiful, got fake grass :D Their classrooms are air conditioned =D Its nice uh, lets switch schools!

And another interesting thing is most of them are Nepalese. I first I was wondering why they are speaking such a foreign and weird language and found out their are nepalese. Their country is Nepal where Mt Everest is. Cool huh. Their fathers are police officers who work at either Woodlands Immigration or the Prime ministers house. =O thats what I learn from being a scorer for two quarters (:
I bet they are rich!

SO anyways played two quarters today, one defender one time shooter :D I find the game weird cause I keep banging and tripping. The game looks fast but when I play its really slow o.o
We won 33-4 :D

Today is Aqilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah last day with us :( Going to miss ya babe cause you turn me on!! :D Thanks for everything you have done , appreciate it lots (= Good luck for your studies and earn big cash yeah (= Thanks for the gift also. ^^ Don't forget CHUCK!
Shes a good person and a fun person yeah (=
One more person have to go.... ='(


2nd person who is going to go is my bald COACH D: . Such a weird timing for him to go, don't know why also. But going to miss a nice and silly coach like him :( He has sacrifice a lot but we kept disappointing him :( Miss Kom is going to take overrrrrrrrrrr. OMG, scary!!! XD
She have coach us before and its tough and scary :( Wish me luck eh :D

People keep coming and going :(

Labels: dont go away

I SUCK! :(

Screwed up MT oral ='( I think I did super terrible. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Now I have to rely on other things to pull up my marks :(
SIGH.
Secondly, got back Amath test and failed by around 4 marks :p 6 passes only?!
I cant believe I forgot I had an Amath assessment book =o
Ms Khamilia got mad at us and we disappointed her big time. So I am =( cause shes a great teacher and it sucks to see her like that. Sorry :(

Some classmates are a pain in the ass but I wont deny I am irritating too .
XD
I shall wait for my other classmates to see someone's TRUE colors. I am sure they going to hate the person =x

The making of Class Tshirt is weird. I am sorryyyyyyy I did not vote for my own designs, don't make me feel guiltyyyyyy! :0

:(

Today is not such a good day eh ?
But I am (= I ate LJS.

I love food and food loves me
:D

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rainy tuesday :D

Today training is simple and short,yay. (=
PE was super hilarious. :p Who knew girls were so rough eh?

Chem was :/
Recess was :D
Maths Test was :?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!, ='(
Malay Test was :O, :(

There is OBS for Sec 3 CCAC during June holidays and only 11 places!Should I or should I not?
Now I feel lazy to go already XD
mwahahahaha


eee my update so short
im boringggggggg
and who cares :D


(=
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I wong you!! :D

Labels: dont let me fall

My English oral is finally over :D I was super scared and nervous since I was the first :( Glad is over and done with although I think its bad :p One of the conversation questions was hard, what is an important aspect of education.
*brain cells dying*

Now left with MT oral. =O

awwwwwwwww, and my history test results going to suckkkkkkkkkkkk. =(
and tommorowwwwwwwwwww is a maths test
=O
:o
:(


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you rock! :D

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on a quiet and lonely Saturday, I ponder on life.
And I realise...
I miss a lot of stuffs
='(


anyway,
I AM SUCH A LAZY ASS
Productive things I have done today : almost zero

:P

Yesterday lost the match against CORAL :( My cousin going to call me a looser from now on :o
He never support me :(
I played only two quarters and
my stamina sucks
I SUCK.
:B

Got back Biology test yesterday also, and I am happy that I did okay (= The put-your-notes-under-your-pillow when you sleep help :D
i think.

I never go to the don't know what Malay drama thing. I think my friends are having great fun(: Good for them. I didn't go cause I'm lazy and don't like Malay sastera. I thought I was going to study but...
I am lazy.
(:

I watched Gossip Girl today (thx iman)
Its nice and I'm addicted.
I am going to finish watching it asap (:

I am not lazy in doing unproductive things. :D

My eyes still hurts and its one big one small :( S
My stomach muscles hurts due to sit ups. I shouldn't have done 40 sit ups in one minute when I only need 31 sit ups to get an A.

I suck at alpha and beta thingy. :(
I need to do a poster and I have currently no inspiration
:(

I want someone to singggggggggg for me (=

I think I am getting very negative, someone should slap me.

Labels: i want brownies

(= Back from another tiring day!
But I'm happy that I finally passed my Emaths test :D Although a lousy pass, but I'm quite happy. I have been failing and failing the previous one :p

Shall now work harder for my A! (=
I did not study properly for Biology :(

By the way, why does English passages mostly about mountains one ?!
DX

B.O.R.I.N.G

Match against First Toa Payoh is postponed. I find the name of their school weird. :O Why first?
Its raining its raining :D hehe

NAPHA 5 stations is crap. But I don't really take it seriously (=
mwahahahaha.

IMAGINE:
Life without Internet
=O

k lah bye te;etuubbies

Labels: =3 honey

heloooooooooooo!
im tired :( always am! :P
Training in the morning tiring. I keep running all around! D:
Actually didn't want to train cause got 2.4km later on, but I just persevere. I thought I was strong but I'm wrong. ehh, rhyme! <: 2.4 km suck! :( I think its me who suck. It doesn't take a donkey to know that I am slowwwww ><.
While running , I felt super duper tired. :( My legs going to break any minute! But I am happy that I passed although slow :D But I think I am tired partly because of training. :(

Today did not really have proper lessons which is good :D Maths test killed my brain cells again :(
Wahlaaaaaaaao, I want to pass but I don't think I can.

:'( sniff sniff


Wednesday = Bio Test, Summary Test, Match and 5 stations napha =O
Thursday= Training, Religious class
Friday= Match

I cant wait for friday I cant wait for friday I cant wait for friday
:D
When I get home on Friday, I cant sleeeep and need not worry about the next day
(=
That shall be my motivation!







wooohooo! :D

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